disturbing dreams

I have known myself to dream unusual dreams, like burning buildings, collapsing building because of a natural calamity, furious people that I don't know, events, and sometimes they do happen, so it's like a dejavu.
But lately, I don't but these dreams lately became disturbing, the first is, someone is wearing my underwear, I just ignore it because it might be just a "rebound effect" of my previous activities. Then, again, I dreamed that someone is wearing my denim jacket, which I immediately to the laundry basket, coz I got scared already.
Two interpretations that came into my mind, someone wants my identity (OA ko) or someone wants to inflict harm on me. Now I am sick...I just don't know if there's a connection to any of my dreams. I am sick because CAP Building is so cold when Sitel held a program, my body is weak pn cold places.

sleepy afternoon

a few weeks ago, I went to the national bookstore at SM to buy an orange notebook, orange folder and orange extended folder plus unscented special paper (not orange as long as it's not scented coz his teacher have some allergies) when I was there searching for those school requirements, I remember 'Kapitan Sino" by Bob Ong, so I went to the bookstand of Filipino writers and immediately search for the book, because I am excited, but it was unfortunate for me that it's out of stock already, so maybe I can wait for one more week, then I saw this book from a fresh author whitn the sign of "rock on" with blue and black color...there's 2 books of that author but I picked up the other one which I thought the first to be published (the rock one sign) since there's no available book of Bob Ong, I tried the other book, it's the only copy and it's a little bit delapitated, maybe there are readers who are curious about it so they pass on reading it right there and then. On my way home, I drop by at the other branch of national bookstore at Abanao Square ( still looking for those orange stuff) I ask the sales attendant if they have "Kapitan Sino" and she pointed it, woohhaaa it's in front of me, so I get one, paid it to the cashier and went home.

Before I went to bed, I get the other book entitled "isang napakalaking kaastigan" wondering what's inside, anyways, there's a preview of the book, that says it's about his family, friends and career, and then at the back of the book, it says that everything is a joke, (I thought it's a collection of joke) or I can laugh something, well there are parts that makes me laugh, but those written at the back of the book na "mapapaisp ka ng malalim" it's true, I even argue with myself, It's my first time to encounter such words like. identidad and tendensiya, In my thinking (over used sa senado ito kapag may hearing) he must be talking of identity and tendency, well I can be wrong but if I am right, according to my friends, identity is pagkakakilanlan and tendency pwedeng ugali or pagkakataon. It's his first book that I read anyway, maybe I will give credits to him by buying the second book...(when I was readin g this, I thought of Jessica Zafra's twisted na sana yon na lang binili ko)

The following morning, since I was not convinced by those words, I researched on the internet (hindi sa identidad at tendensiya) but on the author itself, well he had a multiply, and there's this other one who make reviews on works of writers, I agree to him on his reviews on "isang malaking kaastigan" but when I tried to read his work also, I bang my head, their giving me heacache with those new filipino words, like textualidad aawww!!! and here's another modalidad, well moda is fashion but modalidad I am still thinking, for me, I get use of reading layman's terms especially kung tagalog, mas maganda at mas madaling intindihan thought tagalog naman ang ginamit pero kung gagamitan mo na ng ganitong salita mapapaisip ako, and I can't help compare their work to bob ong or ricky lee's work, tama lang ang mga gamit ng mga salita, hindi kumplikado, madaling intindihan.

Si kapitan sino naman, review niya ay korny daw, well in some ways, pero ano ba korny doon, maybe sinubukan niyang magpatawa (as usual) pero hindi masyado nakakatawa, siguro yong pagbanggit kay rey pj abellana at leny santos, lunch date at bagong kampeon. Buti nga wala si ultraman ace doon, eh sa palagay ko kamukha niya ayon sa pagkaka-larawan niya kay Kapitan Sino. Pero kung iyong iisipin, si Kapitan Sino ay dinala tayo sa nakaraan, kung saan ay limot na natin, si Kapitan Sino ay nagpaalala sa atin hindi lamang sa mga tao noon, kundi pati na ang mga nagawa, ginawa at hindi nila nagawa noon....Ang nobelang ito ay sumasalamin sa totoong kaganapan ngayon, na ang mga tao ay walang ka-kontetuhan sa buhay, na ikaw na ang tumulong ikaw pa ang masama.

Hhmmm when you are constipated you tend to think other things other than your being constipated, haha, yesterday a man came into our office and he wants to rent the mezzanie floor of our office, but my brother decline as of this time yet, the man told us that he wants to establish a healing clinic, it's like nature therapy but not quack or maybe the same but he did not want to be called that way, he talks about card reading and fengsui that its originally originated in....can you believe it??? Australia, yeah right, that makes me remember that Adam and Eve comes from that country too. So nothing much to do, so I am researching on that now, and look what I have got nothing...Nothing that I found that Feng Shui was originated in Australia, or maybe I am not researching well... What I've got is the Chinese Feng Shui meaning wind-water, comprises of the 5 elements of the earth (wood, fire, metal, earth and water) that feng shui is almost the same as vaasta shastra of india which harmonize the flow of life-energy. Im not really into astrology just want to read them. Coz life is base on life itself never on stones. amulet or your position when you sleep. But I do wear red on fridays para swelti hehe. But come to think of it, maybe they are true if that's the word especially when you base it on the constelation, remember the three kings guided by the star? hhmmm maybe just maybe. Have to continue my research who knows I'll be successful and I can something when he comes back.

I have no idea what am I going to write today, no intention to write but I feel like writing. I bumped into one blog from another, different minds, different style, ahhh the uniqueness of human, some talks about their hatred, thou it's really a relief when you write some of your frustrations, that when you look back, wow! I did passed that chapter, what have I've done to surpass that tragedy, feelings like that, some people about life, love, government, politics even religion. Luckily I write what I thought in that certain time, it's like an spontaneous writting just like now. I feel like to write because, I have so many frustrations mainly on the government and people especially the young generations. On government, why on earth that they pursue the con-ass, we need not one, not today that only a couple of months more and we will be having suffrage, it's not that election will not be held on the 2nd monday of may next year but there's something not right going on. I believe that there will be an election, both on national and local, coz what will happen to other leaders right? But my question is, what if there's really an extension of the term of the President or a the present president will have the right to run again for presidency? What if she wins? Is there still hope for us? Yes, maybe there's hope in everything. If life in this world is just like viewing a bacteria in a microscope, I'll be using the HPO (hiher power objective) so that I can really look at it, you can view it with a single but you can really look at it, but the problem is some of us prefer to close our eyes in everything, we prefer sleeping than thinking. I remember the sermon of the priest one sunday that the young generation is "Instant" generation, they want things to be fast or quick, like dating??? Sa txt lang, nagiging magnobyo o nobya na sila? then shook his head, when we are in pain, we want pain reliever, but not all pain reliever can kill or eradicate all our pain, what about emotional pain? When we can't handle emotional pain, we resort to suicide because we don't want pain, if we don;t want pain, why are we causing pain to others? Are we that demonic? We claim that we came from God, but we are not obeying his commandments, how dare us to be called Christian when we don't even extend our hands to our needy brothers and sisters. I am not a saints, and I am a sinners, I even commited a sin of sacrilege, by saying to a priest, "father the devil works 24/7 and here you are sleeping" it's a joke by the way, but still priest should be respected, and one man called me a heretic sinner by not believing in hell. Oh well that his belief anyway.
When I was in high school, the nun, our guidance counselor at that time, thought us that we should not argue or involved ourselves in any kind of debate about God I forgot her reasons already, but as I recall, she's right, because it's unending argument once you open your mouth. Many things have been said about the catholics, but rarely you can't see them defending, not even da vinci code or angels and demons, can ignite the debateable abilities of the catholics.
Did I just divert myself into another topic? geez, maybe I am also frustrated on that aspect, or I just missed a half of me, and that is to involved again myself on religious activities, oh well, I'd like to say Thy Will be Done!

I thought there's no 2 o'clock mass at the cathedral yesterday but I was wrong, (though I've already heard the reading from the sunday mass at tv I don't know but I felt that my week is not complete without visiting the church, maybe it's in my system already) so I am still at the stairs of the cathedral and I heard the sermon of the priest already, so I said to myself (aaahh there's a mass) and for the first time I have not saw anyone taking pictures outside or in front of the church (alleluia for that) it's not that I don't want people to take pictures of the church, it's ok, but please not when mass is still going on. Im late so I stayed near the angel with the holy water, I can see the priest delivering his sermon, his wearing a red sotana, oh it's pentecostal sunday yesterday that's why priests are wearing red. He asks how many times do we eat, so parishoners said 3x a day and how many times do you spent from eating your food? maybe 30 minutes to 1 hour depending whom your taking to while your eating, the priest continued. Then he asks another question, how many times do you pray? how many times do you spent to pray to God in a day? you eat 3x a day for 30 minutes and not even praying at lweast once for 30 minutes a day? I think that's the real sermon, and then the priest started walking to the aisle from altar to the gate of the church, I felt nervous I don't why maybe because Im at the gate, it's not that I don't pray, I pray every single minute of the day I don't know how many times but I know I cannot consume 30 minutes of praying, and the priest is right, I don't know but there are some who really goes to church without praying, some goes to church to transact business (monkey) and some are just to show off. I forgot, if the spirit lives in your heart, it shows in your face, and I think that's the origin of the saying: "Ang mga kristiyano ay masayang tunay"
My prayer had been different since the start of this year, I pray for my wickedness that God give more strength, coz the devil works 24/7 and it's no joke to be tempted, that's why the church is calling for global soul strengthening, we have to feed our soul by the words of God, and share His love by doing self-less action like feeding the hungry, educating the ignorant and so forth.

first love never dies

does first love dies? If you asked me that few years back, my answer would be yes, until I've watched this show on TV. One of the guests, answered it on the negative side. She answered no, coz it's the first romance that teaches you how to love and to sacrifice, maybe the feelings subsided but the thought that first love is irreplaceable then that makes it undying. You can love as many as you can feel but no such thing as first love.
Last night, as lie awake in bed, just thinking of what oscar wilde said, that love of oneself is the beginning of a lifetime romance. Well I thought that maybe it's my self is my first love. You've got to love yourself first before loving others, for you cannot give something you do not have. YOu can't give love, if you don't have it. So I think I am making sense, that first love never dies, if the first love is yourself.
Someone quoted me in a forum when I posted it that I believe in happy ever after. He told me that it's just in a fairy tale story, and fairy tales don't come true. But for me, fairy tales inspires us to keep on loving and moving forward, despite how many wicked stepmothers, witch or sisters we have in our way, it teaches us that if you have a mighty heart and strong will you can surpass all those who get in our way. And going back to happy ever after, it doesn't matter if you end up with your prince charming what matters most is, the feeling when you reach your destination after a tiring journey, the feeling that you have move-on after a failed relationship, see? In life, having a partner is joyours really, but sometimes it's not the only thing in this world that gives us happiness, what matters most is, you know the things that makes you happy, and whatever makes you happy, practice it..hehe
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Three nights ago, I was not able to sleep for 2 nights, I don't know why, and I have this palpitation, so I searched on it on the net, coz i suspected a heartburn due to its symptoms, and awhile ago a friend told me that it might be an estrogen, so I have to stop drinking coffee or any drinks that caffeine is present, whew!!! My coffee is decaf but still not an excuse, coke and tea, goodbye, but I hope it's only for awhile.

AS my sleepless nights attack, I have to venture myself into reading, so I read this newly bought book, it's about tickling the soul, nice book, full of wisdom, thou I am still looking for the humor, but until its absent, but some quote strike me, thou many quotes have gotten my attention to this book. It says there, if your friend or work have no intentions to stay with you, you have the right to leave them. And then I remembered a friend, but erase it eventually, coz I know that she's no longer thinking of me, so why should I think of her, anyways..I just found out that there are friends, are only good when they need you, but when life's going so smoothly, they never know that you are existed. At first, I thought that I don't have friend like this, until I met her.

Secondly, I have a disagreement with a friend, of course this friend is different... I will not write about her, coz according to the book, when you are mad, tell it to a friend, just one friend, coz what will happen of you will tell everyone is that, you are just rehearsing the madness in you, well guilty about that. I don't know why is she furious about that what Ihave said, but anyways, I'd like to tell her that the truth hurts, but I kept quiet, it will just ignite her uncontrolable temper.

Okay, just that it, everyday, we learn something, only have to do is to be vigilant the free lessons that this life is offering. Whether own experience or others, it taught us something, that developed our own personal well being.

one afternoon

I was walking down the streets awhile ago, when the PMA cadets vehicle pass by me, and there's a slogan written on the side of their vehicle it says there "Serving the Future" well I eally don't know what it means really, maybe when I got to ask them maybe they can give me the best explanation. It just pop into my mind the question, why serving the future, why not now, coz today is the present moment, we need them now, and for Petesake they are soldiers, their lives is always in danger, how can they serve the future if they are going to die today, so what I am trying to say is that, serve for today and we might have a better and peaceful future, if you are going to serve tomorrow "ningas kugon" di ba? Oh well like I said, they have a better explanation for that.

One thing more, on issuing business receipt as in accordance with the law, that you have to issue a receipt in every business transactions. I was bothered by this, really, ASK FOR RECEIPT This will ENSURE that the taxes on your purchases WILL be REMITTED to the government. It WILL be USED for the DEVELOPMENT of the Philippines. Failure to issue as such is punishable by law with the imprisonment of 2-4 years. Wow, it's a beautiful law isn't it? but look around you, where is the beauty of the Philippines, well I guess, it's in Philippine Airlines... Two things came into my mind, First, business are not paying their taxes in accordance with the law, and Second, the development is in the hands of the few. We pay our taxes monthly and annualy, we pay our taxes more than 12x a year, and of course don't forget the e-vat everyday we are paying this, thru medicines, foods, groceries etc, I don't know how many millions or billions of pesos that the government can accumulate each day or in a year, maybe the interests of our loan in the World Bank is too large that we can no longer pay. That is why development is far from every Filipnos sight. But goodness is every where, who knows, Philippines will rise again as the Tiger country of Asia.

another thought

I was reading a local news paper, and the first thing I read are those written by the people here, I seldom read the front page coz I heard them already on the radio, yes, on the radio, coz the local news paper here comes once a week, so I was reading the paper, I kept on turning the pages until I turned unto the classified ads, ka-booommm!!! It's an advertisement exclusive for the boys, I can't believe my eyes, I've been reading that paper long ago, and it's my first time to saw that kind of ads, I don't know if you knew what I am talking about, it's a club where you can have a sight of ladies, wearing skimpy short dress. For me, as a woman, it's an exploitation, the body is the temple of the holy spirit and you advertise it so that men could draw money from their pocket instead of buying it to something else like basic necessities? I don't know why they allowed such an advertisement, if you think of it, there's so many clubs in here, so what more thay can offer?

what a year!!!!

WeeeHaaaa!!!
I hope hindi pangit ang taon ko, kahit pangit ang simula...
I understand that there are so many unscrupolous people roaming around the earth...
Nadadamay sa katangahan ng ibang tao, ang problema, ako lang ang nasisisi sa katangaha ng iba.
Imagine, almost 1 year na kami dito sa new office hindi pa niya alam kung saan nakalagay mga gamit...What a waste tas ako sasabihin na wlang pakinabang??? Tama nga kasabihan, hindi mo makikita ang sarili mong katangahan...kundi sa iba mo iyon nakikita, parang sariling amoy, hindi maamoy, dahil immune na.
Well, I hope hindi na ako makakatagpo ng ganitong klaseng tao...Hayyy Have Mercy on Me Lord!

cold night

malamig ang gabi, hindi ko alam kong yong electric fan lang iyan o talagang malamig, siguro nga malamig na dala ng hanging amihan, palibhasa malapit na ang pasko. Haaayyy pasko na naman, bakit kaya na naman, di ba araw-araw ay pasko, paano nga gawing araw-araw ang pasko? Huwag tanggalin ang mga palamuti sa bahay, mga parol na nakasabit sa bintana at mga maniningning na kislap ng mga Christmas lights? Sa tingin ko wala sa palamuti iyan, nasa puso, sana balang araw, gawing pasko ay araw-araw, yong pag-ibig manatili sa bawat puso ng tao, ng sa ganun, walang away, at mga boss natin magbigay lagi ng bonus hehe, at sana penitensiya ng mga corrupt na tao sa pangungurakot at isipin ang kapakakanan ng ibang tao.

it's saturday

masakit ang braso ko, parang may naiipit na ugat hindi ko masyado mataas. huhu

sa buhay natin, may kanya-kanya tayong papel na ginagampanan, hini lang bilang anak o magulang, asawa o kaibigan. Bukod sa mga ito ay meron pa, yong tipong maging taga-pakinig o taga-bigay opinyon at iba pa.

Sa akin naman ay okay lang ang papel na iyan, naisip ko nga baka iyan ang purpose ko in life, taga-comfort, isip ko nga bata pa ako, buhay pa tatay ko, ako yong tinutulak nila para mag-ceasefire ang mga magulang namin, tuwing mag-aaway ang nanay at tatay namin, syempre ako naman kelangan gawin, kasi bilang bata (4 years old ako nun) takot ako sa dilim, eh ikaw ba naman iiwan sa labas na pagkadilim-dilim kasama ang mga manok iiyak ka talaga, so pag-iyak ko, papasok na kami sa loob ng bahay, at kapag nakita na ng nanay ko na umiiyak ako, titigil na iyan sa kakatalak, o see effective di ba?

Ngayon, napansin ko na, nasanay na ako sa ganitong buhay, yong tipong may icocomfort o bibigay ng opinyon, thou minsan walang katuturan mga pinagsasabi ko, but still some are listening.

Sometimes, kapag nagbabasa ako sa mg forums, lalo na sa mga love and rel threads, there times na nararamdaman ko yong pain nila, kasi alam ko marami posters na peke na kesyo nangyari sa kanila o what, minsan nga, gusto ko deretsuhin ang isang forumer na may problema daw sila sa bf niya, i want to tell her na siya ang may problema kasi may iba siyang lalaki na nagugustuhan, i don;t know but I just know na ganun, but then I might be wrong.

When I tell people that I read their minds without seeing them they answered ows? hehehe actually i dont read their minds, i just sense their behavior, tried and tested na iyan, hehe

info

i deleted some of my posts, kung i decided to make this blog as the "thought blog" kung ano laman ng utak at damdamin ko kapag sinisipag ako mag-posts medyo diyahe kasi kapag may nahalong, test novel hehe...
I just love to create stories and if you have time visit my other blog bangkatloveletter
I'll post some of it later.
Right now, masakit tiyan ko kaya hindi ko na maipagpapatuloy ang aking pagsusulat.
Whew sayang at in the mood ang utak ko ngayon.

so sad

friday last week, sobsob ako sa trabaho, at may di inaasahang dumating na bisita, it was my friend's husband, di ako makapaniwala then he said "hoy! hindi mo na ako kilala" shock lang kasidiko expect na andito siya, so unang reaksion is, aaayyyy asan si dianne, (my friend) with all the excitement, then he said, naiwan, nasa hospital si Erin eh (their daugther) yong pagbulusok ng energy ko to know that their here, parang lumagapak, coz i miss her terribly, equal sa pagka-miss ko sa ate ko. And then last monday I attended the birthday of their son, ethan was so energetic kid, and lovable, he's so huggable but lil bit snobbish hehehe, expected na iyon kasi tagal na niya ako di nakikita, 2 years old pa lang siya ng huli kaming magkita. Awhile ago, open ko yong email ko, na once a week ko lang inoopen, I 've got an email from dianne, nd I just can't help it, my tears is flowing, the fact that she's now a mom and her daugther is in and out in the hospital, tapos wala ka kasama, ikaw lang, and she told na she wants to go home, but the condition of erin will not allow them to go home, I know that she needs the comfort of her family pero yon nga hindi pwede. and up to now, i can't find words to reply to her email, she's alone there right now, and I often tell her that she has to be brave for her daugther, but sometimes you just can't. hhaayyysss yes I've got a good news from my bf but this thing it really makes me cry, but right now, I have nothing to worry, the Bible says, why worry if you can pray.

wala magawa

she's furious.revenge was on her system, and nothing could stop her. devastated totally that Marc, her Marc is getting married. She wanted to touch him and tell him that she loves him so much but she simply can't. On the other hand, a woman is grieving too, on the thought that Marc is still longing for his ex-girlfriend, and decision she makes? drop the wedding. Czarina was long dead, but still can't cross-over because she left her heart with Marc. But thanks to Joe, Marc bestfriend, who had been secretly in-love with Czarina, he'd been searching for her, all his dead-time, but at long last, on Marc's wedding, he finally found Czarina, and Czarina, find peace with Joe and together hand in hand, saw the light and entered the door of everlasting happiness.

reason bakit di ako masyado nanonood ng ghost whisperer, naiiyak ako every episode :(

hhaayyy buhay

mahirap pa lang gumawa ng isang story, isang nobela, di ka lang masisiraan ng ulo kundi magtatae ka pa. ako kasi, habang nag-iisip nguminguya which according to psychology, hindi tama kasi ang utak naka-program na meron siyang ida-digest kaya hindi maka-pag-isip,. di ba nga ang taong busog hindi naka-pag-iisip ng mahusay? pero bakit ko nga ba ginagawa ang bagay na iyon? hehehe.

siguro ngayon seryoso na ako sa pagsusulat, ooppsss konti lang, hehehe meron daw competition, film competition, kasi mag centennial na baguio kaya meron contest chuva na ganon hehe, I can think of the synopsis na pero mukhang mahirap, at pangit sa-sumbit pa kay direk? teka di ba ako magdidirek non? wakokoko kunwari lang, sa producer ko pala papakita, pero seriously, kelangan ng cerebrum ko double time mag-isip hehehe,kasi ba naman,ang theme dapat daw related sa centennial? wweee kala ko pa naman pwede love story.

for now, kelangan ko muna tapusin love story nina michael at margaret la la la.

sermon

ganda ng sermon ng pari kanina...twice kasi ako nakinig ng sermon, isa sa sunday tv mass, magagaling naman talaga mga pari don, very informative, sometimes funny din, don mo makikita na may pinag-aralan nga ang mga kaparihan sa philosophy hehe, the gospel is about Jesus healing the blind man, it's nice word, kasi paano daw nakapunta ang bulag kung nasaan si Kristo eh bulag siya, so maari na meron nag-akay sa kanya papunta doon, then the priest said, kung hindi man tayo ang dahilan para maka-kita ang ma bulag sana hindi tayo ang dahilan para mabulag ang kapwa natin, kung hindi man tayo ang dahilan para umangat ang iba, sana hindi tayo ang dahilan para matisod sila, nice words coming from a religious person, and then I went to Cathedral, and it;s the same, it's about the blind man, but he said that there are two kinds of blindness, the physical blindness and the spiritual blindness which is more difficult to cure, and he said that, Jesus is the light of the world, just let Him in lahat magliliwanag, and he continued, na main problem of the Philippines is not ecomic or political is the bad things that we are doing, those immoral things that other people are doing, and the solution is not to change the government but to change our hearts, then he said that seminarians can longer teach the word of God in some public schools they can no longer inculcate values to students, coz there are so many requirements of Ched especially in terms of information technology, maybe Filipinos are globally competitive but morally defective aray ko, pero may tama si Father, marami ng naliligaw ng landas, lalo na sa kabataan, but for me, hindi ko masisi ang mga kabataan na ito kung sila ay naliligaw dahil, wala naman na silang makitang tinatawag na, role model nila, so sad, dahil an ginagawa ang karamihan ay puro na lang pagpapayaman, to think when you die, you can't bring all your richness to heaven, it's better to have richness in your heart than on your pocket.

home sweer home

it's a long travel from baguio to ilocos norte...it takes us 6 hours on the road. We leave left baguio around 3 in the morning and we arrived there past 9am later than expected, coz along the way, we experienced traffic due to road constructions. And when we arrived there, at San Nicolas, my hometown, well we have to look a place for us to eat, we searched for McDonalds hehe, we kinda lost, coz we don't know where 356 plaza is, actually it's newly constructed estbalishment, and it's nice a place, to a town like my town, shakeys was also there. It's like a mall actually but it's not.

We went there too, fix some papers, particularly my name, wwhooaaa what in a name!!! Parents should teach their child to write their name properly especially when you give them 2 or more names, coz they might experienced the same thing. And it's really difficult to wait for people to sign those papers needed. Actually I waited for priest and bishop, coz I need them. Ironically, I thought that those people working at the Bishop Palace are nice, at least nicer than me hehehe, but I was wrong, they like a pittbull ready to fight duh!!!

I was expecting to see my old friend during high school but it's so sad that, I texted a friend, but she reply who you? So I told her, it;'s me and no reply, hehehe that's life. The irony is I saw a friend from college yeheyyy!!!!! She's from Candon but working in Laoag right now, good thing isn't it?

Uhm that's life, a long travel and sometimes you stumble to people that annoys you, makes you smile and part of your life. Oh! I forgot to mention, I saw Cynthia, a friend also but younger and we went to same high school.

home sweer home.

as usual

ang magulo kong utak ngayon....(lagi naman hehehe)

noong nakaraang lunes, pinanood ko yong noypi ikaw ba ito, parang news magazine na docu na tumatalakay kung ano talaga ang pinoy. survey type show na naka-hide yong camera and last monday episode is about being true to the one you love, syempre target mga lalaki, thou tapos na kasi i-survey mga babae, and i think it's not in the gender at all ang pagiging infidelity ng isang tao kundi nasa characteristic pa rin. Just a side comment lang although tama naman ang host sa sinabi niyang "kung mahal mo ang isang tao, sasaktan mo ba?" well so many explanations for me on that matter, kasi kahit hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, WALA KA PA RIN KARAPATANG SAKTAN ITO di ba?