Wednesday, May 26, 2010

I had this freaking moment last Monday, I was alone at the office, and I went to my brother's computer table, then when I was about to take a sit, I move the chair, and then I heard someone says "excuse me" it was a woman's voice, so I have to look around, if there's someone came, but I was still alone, so I moved again the chair, maybe it's just the sound of the chair squeezed on the floor but it's not. I've heard a lot, but still I have to be sure every time I hear voices, it's freaking really. Then I prayed that God will saves us from any kind of harm. It's always like this that when I heard voices, I got sick, just like yesterday. Haizz I hope this will come to pass.

Wednesday, May 05, 2010

Just confused this past few days, because of some stones on the road, I asked God what to do, who will clear my way, if this journey is worth taking for, frankly speaking I still don't know, but one thing is sure now, I have peace in my heart and that's all that matter. Thanks to my family who had been my backbone and friends who had been my skin. And God who erases all the doubts in my heart, and like I always tell myself, God is love. And to him, who continues to confused me, who teaches me to be more responsible to all the things I have to.

But life is full of surprises, I thought I'm done with that thing that stresses me, here it goes again. I have a problem with my editing software, of all the days, of all the time, that I need it, why now? I have so much things to do, why now? I can't reformat my computer because I just formatted it two weeks ago, so I have to edit it in slow but sure manner, avoid errors as much as I can, so I have to divide all the videos so that I can render and save something, and it takes a lot of time to do it. Why is it that my pc is not cooperating!!!!! I feel so terrible....

Plus, my neighbor, my very neighbor, of all the days that God made, there's nothing in her mouth than politics, how she went on the streets yesterday because the sister of the candidate she wants to vote was here. She's been yelling about this candidate that if he won, like this, like this, blah blah, she's been parroting everyday, aarrgh she's getting into my nerve. We'll see on monday what will be her press release.