hhelloooo

walang magawa at wala rin maisulat...kaka-antok pa dahil makulimlim at malamig, parang hindi summer dito, pero kanina ang init-init, kapag ganito ng ganito, magkakasakit ata ako...

hay nami-miss ko na siya, ang hirap kapag LDR lalo na kapag miss mo, wala kang magawa kundi busugin ng buntong hininga ang dibdib mo, sumasakit na rin anit ko sa kasusuklay hhaayyy ewan ko ba kung bakit kong wala ako magawa para akong sira ulo na nagkakamot at nagsusuklay pero hindi naman madlas, minsan-minsan lang...

oh natawa ka na naman dahil may nalaman ka na naman kabaliwan ko, tawa ka lang ah, wahehehe PEACE....... (wink wink)

kinikilig ako

i think this is the first time that i will have a 2 posts on my blog in a day, hhmmm wala lang....kinikilig ako, ewan ko kung bakit, hindi naman dati.....wwaaaaa erase!!!!!!!!!!!!

(wink wink)

nakaka-inis!!!!

i thought this day would be a great one, but some spoiler make it bad and really bad...i don't know but i really really dislike how he treated me, i mean it's not that im feeling important to him but I am expecting him not to treat me this way, hi had been a friend a couple of years now, but this day, my God, i don't know what's with him, all I ask is a single favor, and I know he can do it, but he didn't wanna do it, It's my fault and I mean it, that's why Im asking him the favor to correct it, but I have to pay him, I did not expect this from a friend and it really hurt me so bad, and makes me cry while typing this.

I really hate him for the sudden change, and whoever and whatever he is, I don't give a damn....

na naman!!!!!!!!!

hhmmm i don't know what's with him, but he kept on txting me again...maski wala xa cp nakikitxt siya sa kapatiud niya...at natutuwa ako at natatawa promise!

ewan ko bah!

chit-chat with a friend

A friend passes by into my place awhile ago, pa-scan ng pix para sa feasibility study nila, and she told me na gra-graduate na siya, and of course I am happy for her, knowing that her course is one of the most difficult and expensive courses, but out of the blue she ask me, kung bakit lahat ay may kapalit, I don’t get exactly what she meant by that and I aaked her why and what happen, so sinabi niya, nag-break na sila ng bf niya (kakilala ko rin yong bf niya) so bakit, I can see the tear in his eyes, and she said that, ginawa ko na naman ang lahat, bakit kelangang may kapalit ang lahat, well of course the answer is you can’t have everything, right?

Syempre natural na makulit ako, hindi pwede na hindi ko malaman ang dahilan, sinabi nga niya ang reason, the guy chooses his family over her, so okay lang yon, pero hindi ko yata ma-accept na ang dahilan ay INC siya tapos catholic yong friend ko, kaya hindi pwede na maging sila…I really don’t have a point why? If you are going to analyze things, INC and the catholics have the same faith they are just different on doctrines and practices but if you really look at it, they’re God is also the same God as the catholics or any other faith…And one thing that came into my mind is that, the Manalo’s created this doctrine for them to have more followers, I know I have a point on this, but still I can’t find a valid or lucid explanation why the INCs can’t marry a non-member…

conversation with jonas and an unknown man

hhmmm....
i decided to log in again in YM coz i have to apologize again with ex, coz he ask me to call him, (i just can't call him anytime, coz his cp is broken kaya nakikigamit lang sa kapatid niya) nakita ko si jonas tamang senti siya, kung natuturuan ba ang puso...sabi niya hindi pero kelangang ng gabay...it's a long conversation, DEBATE nga eh, wahehehe, sabi ko, why is it that there is a word LEARN to love, if there is learning may teaching, kerek? well tama daw ako at may point pero still hindi siya convincing na natuturuan ang puso, and i ask him about his date, this makes me laugh, ask niya ako kung kelangan daw bang ihatid yong girl sa haus nila, hindi raw ba pwedeng sa kanto na lang? jusko wahehehe, at the middle of the conversation a name pop-up i dnt him, i guess isa mga chatters langs kalo ko taga titil, kasi gumawa me ng chatroom for titik, hhhmmm hindi naman yata, i thought it was someone i know, pero hindi kasi straight mag-english, he's asking me to view my webcam, eh wala ako nun, and he told me na he is from negros oriental at sabi probably my ex, dang???? wala me ex dun, helow! aba ask ko jonas kung san yon, nawindang din ang lolo, kala niya hindi sya kausap ko, wahehehe, at kelangan ko pang tingnan ata mapa pilipinas kong ano provinces sa negros na iyon, pero instinct is si ex din ito, taga CDO pero magkalayo daw iyon accdg to my master, hinuhuli ko nga siya, pero sabi niya hindi raw talaga kami magkakilala, and he said he had to go, sabi ko bye na, eh bigla nag- i love you, duh, sabi ko sino ka ba talaga, uhm i forgot na the details, pero papunta sa flirtatious event na, kasi ask niya kung maganda raw legs ko, sabi ko sa kanya, hanap na lang siyan iba niyang kausap, he is just being honest, hindi katulad ng ibang lalaki, sabi ko man often lies noh! true daw sabi niya, sabi ko, i like you inaamin mo na sinungaling mga lalaki at isa ka dun, aba nagalit wahehehe, at sinabi i just live near you, sabi ko rin sa kanya, tingnan mo sinungaling ka, umalis at sabi God bless you, TING! si ex lang nagsasabi ng God bless you sa akin ah, hmmmm....but not sure kung sya talaga iyon, maaring hindi naman....hu ever!!!!! (wink wink)

conversation with an ex

it was thursday afternoon, nothing much to do, so i decided to log on the chat (YM) jonas and ian was there, but both are busy, visible mode ako, so i was shocked when a familiar name pop up (cos i deleted him already on my friends list coz what had happen) but i was even more shocked on the conversation, when he told me that he's still mad or angry with me, duh! and another duh! bakit siya nagagalit, diba ako dapat magalit sa kanya kasi two timer siya? whatever! basta sinisisi niya ako sa break-up namin, wahehehe sorry but this is really make me laugh until now.
at sinisisi niya ako, kung bakit ko pa sinabi mga iyon sa gf niyang isa, she has the right to know naman di ba? okay let's go back to his anger, wahehehe i know it's my fault kung bakit kami naghiwalay, kasi hindi ako nakipagkita sa kanya knowing na, its his only chance to see me, coz he lives in CDO and i am here in baguio, but im having thoughts and mixed emotions at that time kasi...so ganun nangyari, para maiba usapan, greet ko xa congrats kasi kala ko gra-graduate na xa, yun pala hindi, aba at nagalit ulit, nakalimutan ko na raw ba na transferee blah! blah! blah! (aba! wish granted! diba pag-masama ang loob mo tendency is to curse, but i dunno, sinabi ko lang naman, sana wag syang grumadweyt ngayon!!!!!! gggrrr!!!! hindi nga sya naka-graduate, hindi ko sinasadya yon dala lang ng galit ko)
e di sorry ulit ako pasaylo-a ko yon na yon ang ginamit kong word para kunyari mabawasan na ang galit sakin pero nasa isip ko gusto ko sabihin sa kanya pisting yawa pero hindi pa ako dalubhasa sa bisaya kaya wag na lang, after asking sorry, sabi niya, hhmmmm, can you call?
huwat??? call??? wer u ba??? eh nasa CDO daw siya, take note: nung kami pa, ang drama ng lolo wala signal, bakit ngayon meron na? hhmmm so i called him, aba meron na nga signal, wahehehe, sabi niya wala pa raw siyang GF (old drama) sabi ko pakabait ka kasi para hindi ka iwanan gf mo, wahehehe, coming from me ha, he told me, he miss me, MISS lang daw ha! oo naman, dnt worry, im not expecting anything, kapal ng mukha niya...sabi ko nga sa kanya sinungaling siya bakit may signal na, noon wala....wahehehe, tsk! tsk! ang galing ko raw talaga manghuli, pero sabi ko, 2 bagay lang niya, either magaling talaga ako or bobo siya, wahehehe sshhhhh!!!!! ngayon ko lang na-realize na on my relationship with him, napatunayan ko na engot siya at eng-eng ako, wahehehe sabi nga ni master, bagay raw kami, tama ba naman iyan, kaya bawiin ang vitamin c45 niya waheheeh.....

aha

it's sunday, im suppose to be sleeping at home but here I am writing on my so-called web journal.
matagal-tagal na rin akong hindi post dito, mejo busy sa work...
and got frustrated for awhile, it's about a friend, a dear friend, matagal namain inabangan yong result ng bar exam niya, pati ako, as in inantay ko, then nun lumabas, hindi siya pumasa, kaya lungkot to the max ako, actually 2 sila na hindi pumasa, kaya yong friend ko na girl mag-nurse na lang daw siya though nursing na siya pero hindi nag-take ng CGFNS well goodluck to her...
about dun sa isa whichnis a guy, my bestfriend hhmmm well he accepted his fate sabi nga niya baka nakarma siya...
hay naku lalaki nga naman matigas talaga ang ulo, sana sa susunod makinig na siya at makapasa na siya..............

kid talk

i was talking to jeff awhile ago a neighbor he's 17 a fresh graduate from high school, and i don't know that everytime we see each other, he tells me story about his live and more often his love life...even if im not asking and i don't know those people that he had been telling me...but awhile ago i was shock, when he said that, "ate muntik na akong maging ama" what? i thought that he was joking, but he's serious, so i ask what happen, and he told me that, the girl aborted the baby, coz his gf is only 14 years old, what on earth???? and he told me the story what had happened, he did ask for it and the girl said yes, so i guess no problem about that, but the result is not quite good...and ask him, why he did not stop her from aborting the innocent life and he said, the girl is hiding from her.....well, i can see the sadness in his eyes and in his voice, youngaas he is, but he knows his responsibility and he told me that he really wants the baby and he is ready for it, he is ready to face the furious father of his gf...too bad the baby is gone....

and as i talking to him, did not see a boy but a man....i don't know how would i feel for him, but i am proud of the thought that he will be a responsible man someday....

nice to be back

whew! tagal din ako hindi naka-post dito...i've been busy and thinking as well kung ano kasi isusulat ko dito sa blog ko, plus i have to go down to manila for some business...and i don't know kung i will regret that, kasi ang haba ng biyahe tapos ang init-init pa, mausok at maalikabok, yong tipong init na maski laway mo eh, mararamdaman mong mainit na nakatulala ka pa sa init, wahehehe, at ang haba ng biyahe papunta dasmariñas cavite, doon kasi nakatira ng sis-in-law ko, we stayed there for 2 days, buti na lang don, mapuno kaya mahangin....

hhaayyy ngayon na-appreciate ko na namn ang klima ng baguio, lalo na ngayon, makulimlim, malamig at hindi ako nagdala ng extra jacket ko...ewan ko ba kung bakit malamig pa rin at umuulan na, eh summer pa lang...

but nyways, ok naman ang klima at i can still smell the refreshing fog...